1 00:00:02,416 --> 00:00:04,728 [Judith Hill's "Today Is"] 2 00:00:04,832 --> 00:00:08,939 Meredith: Oxygen is the human body's fuel. 3 00:00:09,043 --> 00:00:10,182 [together] ♪ Today 4 00:00:10,286 --> 00:00:11,390 Meredith: It powers our brains, 5 00:00:11,494 --> 00:00:13,358 organs, and bodily tissues. 6 00:00:13,461 --> 00:00:14,600 - ♪ It's a light, come and see it now ♪ 7 00:00:14,704 --> 00:00:16,533 [together] ♪ Today, today is 8 00:00:16,637 --> 00:00:18,121 Meredith: Without a proper supply, 9 00:00:18,225 --> 00:00:20,951 our bodies can't function. 10 00:00:21,055 --> 00:00:24,541 - I haven't written mine yet, but I will by Friday. 11 00:00:24,645 --> 00:00:25,646 Wait, you already wrote 12 00:00:25,749 --> 00:00:26,647 and memorized your vows, didn't you? 13 00:00:26,750 --> 00:00:27,786 I'm excited too. 14 00:00:27,889 --> 00:00:29,201 I just need more hours in a day, 15 00:00:29,305 --> 00:00:30,927 but I did book a car to pick up your parents. 16 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:32,204 Meredith: Our brains... - Okay. 17 00:00:32,308 --> 00:00:33,102 Meredith: Hearts, and kidneys... 18 00:00:33,205 --> 00:00:34,827 - See you soon. 19 00:00:34,931 --> 00:00:36,415 Meredith: Can only tolerate a lack of oxygen 20 00:00:36,519 --> 00:00:39,384 for a limited time before their cells begin to die. 21 00:00:39,487 --> 00:00:41,075 - Wow, you really know what you're doing. 22 00:00:41,179 --> 00:00:43,595 - I have had seven sister's worth of hand-me-downs. 23 00:00:43,698 --> 00:00:45,493 This is nothing. 24 00:00:45,597 --> 00:00:47,012 Wouldn't have pegged you for a vintage dress though. 25 00:00:47,116 --> 00:00:49,083 - I was gonna rock a jumpsuit. - Fierce! 26 00:00:49,187 --> 00:00:51,499 - But then my grandma pulled my mom's dress 27 00:00:51,603 --> 00:00:52,949 from the attic, because she thinks I'm my mom. 28 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:55,848 And it just felt like a sign. 29 00:00:55,952 --> 00:00:57,850 I'm just lucky you have tailoring skills. 30 00:00:57,954 --> 00:01:00,508 - Lucky, and also, you're getting a bill. 31 00:01:00,612 --> 00:01:02,476 Meredith: About five minutes for the brain... 32 00:01:02,579 --> 00:01:05,272 - ♪ Come and feel it now - Wow. 33 00:01:05,375 --> 00:01:06,445 Meredith: About 30 for the heart and kidneys. 34 00:01:06,549 --> 00:01:07,964 - Don't look. 35 00:01:08,068 --> 00:01:09,103 It's bad luck for the bride to see the roommate 36 00:01:09,207 --> 00:01:10,932 before the wedding. 37 00:01:11,036 --> 00:01:12,348 Yeah, you're fine. 38 00:01:12,451 --> 00:01:13,625 - Have you guys seen this email? 39 00:01:13,728 --> 00:01:15,144 Apparently, Dr. Webber has 40 00:01:15,247 --> 00:01:16,869 a special announcement this morning. 41 00:01:16,973 --> 00:01:18,319 Wait, do you think the residency program 42 00:01:18,423 --> 00:01:19,664 is coming off probation? 43 00:01:19,769 --> 00:01:21,011 - Or maybe Grey or Pierce is coming back? 44 00:01:21,115 --> 00:01:22,012 - Or they're finally putting cheese curls 45 00:01:22,116 --> 00:01:23,635 back in the vending machine. 46 00:01:23,738 --> 00:01:26,051 It's more likely than either of yours. 47 00:01:26,155 --> 00:01:27,328 We're leaving in five minutes. 48 00:01:27,432 --> 00:01:29,123 I'm only gonna tell you once, okay? 49 00:01:29,227 --> 00:01:30,780 - She's still in a wedding dress. 50 00:01:30,883 --> 00:01:33,265 - And you're slow. Get in the shower. 51 00:01:33,369 --> 00:01:35,543 - ♪ Your moment shining down 52 00:01:35,646 --> 00:01:37,372 Meredith: When a patient loses oxygen, 53 00:01:37,476 --> 00:01:40,652 doctors know the clock is ticking. 54 00:01:40,755 --> 00:01:42,447 - ♪ It's a vibe, can you feel it now? ♪ 55 00:01:45,312 --> 00:01:48,280 - Matcha latte, your favorite. - Thanks. 56 00:01:48,384 --> 00:01:50,075 - You could have one every day if you came back. 57 00:01:50,179 --> 00:01:51,697 - Could have one every day now. 58 00:01:51,801 --> 00:01:54,321 - Well, yeah, but you wouldn't need to cross the street. 59 00:01:54,424 --> 00:01:57,116 Plus, you could wear scrubs, which are basically pajamas. 60 00:01:57,220 --> 00:01:59,291 - Are those your big selling points? 61 00:01:59,395 --> 00:02:01,638 - Well, Webber has an announcement this morning. 62 00:02:01,742 --> 00:02:03,157 That's gotta be good news. 63 00:02:03,261 --> 00:02:04,365 - Yeah, well, don't get your hopes up. 64 00:02:04,469 --> 00:02:06,126 I only agreed to talk to a few people. 65 00:02:06,229 --> 00:02:08,300 Ooh, I gotta go. - Oh! 66 00:02:08,404 --> 00:02:10,026 You get to save lives... 67 00:02:10,130 --> 00:02:11,821 in pajamas! 68 00:02:11,924 --> 00:02:13,236 - BokHee, hey. 69 00:02:13,340 --> 00:02:16,826 - Um, uh, attention, everyone. Attention. 70 00:02:16,929 --> 00:02:19,242 - We have some exciting news that we want to share. 71 00:02:19,346 --> 00:02:21,900 As you know, each year, the Catherine Fox Award 72 00:02:22,003 --> 00:02:24,247 recognizes surgical innovations 73 00:02:24,351 --> 00:02:26,560 that push the boundaries of modern medicine. 74 00:02:26,663 --> 00:02:29,597 - It's been some time since Grey Sloan's had a nominee, 75 00:02:29,701 --> 00:02:32,428 but this morning, we received word that not one 76 00:02:32,531 --> 00:02:35,776 but two of our doctors have been nominated. 77 00:02:35,879 --> 00:02:38,503 - Please join me in congratulating 78 00:02:38,606 --> 00:02:40,367 Dr. Nick Marsh 79 00:02:40,470 --> 00:02:43,611 nominated for his work on xenotransplantation. 80 00:02:43,715 --> 00:02:45,406 - Wow, thank you. 81 00:02:45,510 --> 00:02:48,720 - And Dr. Winston Ndugu, 82 00:02:48,823 --> 00:02:51,895 who's been nominated along with Dr. Maggie Pierce 83 00:02:51,999 --> 00:02:54,346 for their groundbreaking partial heart transplant. 84 00:02:54,450 --> 00:02:57,970 [applause] 85 00:02:58,074 --> 00:02:59,869 We look forward to celebrating you 86 00:02:59,972 --> 00:03:01,733 at the award ceremony in Boston. 87 00:03:01,836 --> 00:03:04,736 [applause] 88 00:03:04,839 --> 00:03:07,635 [light dramatic music] 89 00:03:10,535 --> 00:03:13,054 Congratulations again to both of you 90 00:03:13,158 --> 00:03:15,091 I've got seats on the Fox Foundation jet. 91 00:03:15,195 --> 00:03:16,472 - Thank you. 92 00:03:16,575 --> 00:03:18,646 I'm headed to the OR now, but I'm truly honored. 93 00:03:18,750 --> 00:03:19,820 - Congratulations. 94 00:03:24,928 --> 00:03:26,654 [sighs] 95 00:03:28,725 --> 00:03:30,658 - I'll have information about the ceremony 96 00:03:30,762 --> 00:03:32,315 and travel plans later today. 97 00:03:32,418 --> 00:03:34,559 We're just finalizing a few things. 98 00:03:34,662 --> 00:03:35,629 - That's okay. I'm good. 99 00:03:35,732 --> 00:03:37,838 I'm--I'm not going. 100 00:03:39,149 --> 00:03:40,289 But thank you. 101 00:03:40,392 --> 00:03:42,567 - Sam Sutton post-op day two status. 102 00:03:42,670 --> 00:03:44,638 Post upper and lower limb fracture repairs 103 00:03:44,741 --> 00:03:47,227 and right lower extremity gastroc flap. 104 00:03:47,329 --> 00:03:50,644 All Doppler signals are strong, and no sign of infection. 105 00:03:50,747 --> 00:03:52,404 - I hear I'm gonna be famous. 106 00:03:52,508 --> 00:03:53,785 - Well, it depends on how you define it. 107 00:03:53,888 --> 00:03:54,924 We're writing up your case for a medical journal, 108 00:03:55,027 --> 00:03:56,581 not "The New York Times." 109 00:03:56,684 --> 00:03:58,652 - But we do hope it'll help other doctors and patients. 110 00:03:58,755 --> 00:03:59,791 - So they know how to treat 111 00:03:59,894 --> 00:04:01,448 the next guy who breaks 93 bones. 112 00:04:01,551 --> 00:04:02,518 [all chuckle] 113 00:04:02,621 --> 00:04:03,933 - Well, your vitals look good. 114 00:04:04,036 --> 00:04:05,590 I'll come back and check on you later tonight. 115 00:04:05,693 --> 00:04:07,108 - Great. What happened to my other doctor? 116 00:04:07,212 --> 00:04:10,008 - Uh, Dr. Griffith, the intern? 117 00:04:10,111 --> 00:04:11,872 - No, no, no, she had light brown hair, 118 00:04:11,975 --> 00:04:14,184 Disney princess eyes, heart-stopping smile. 119 00:04:14,288 --> 00:04:15,634 - Dr. Wilson? - Yes. 120 00:04:15,738 --> 00:04:17,015 Is Dr. Wilson single, 121 00:04:17,118 --> 00:04:18,774 or did she just say that because I was dying? 122 00:04:18,879 --> 00:04:20,260 - She said that? 123 00:04:21,226 --> 00:04:22,607 - Well, she's with other patients, 124 00:04:22,710 --> 00:04:24,609 but Dr. Yasuda will be taking your data 125 00:04:24,712 --> 00:04:25,851 for the rest of the day, so if you need something, 126 00:04:25,955 --> 00:04:28,060 just ask her. - All right. 127 00:04:28,164 --> 00:04:29,130 - Yeah. 128 00:04:29,234 --> 00:04:30,684 [light quirky music] 129 00:04:30,787 --> 00:04:31,995 - You can call me a Disney princess, 130 00:04:32,099 --> 00:04:33,721 but I don't date patients. 131 00:04:33,825 --> 00:04:36,172 - And we should also monitor her urine output 132 00:04:36,276 --> 00:04:37,898 and fluid status. 133 00:04:38,001 --> 00:04:40,659 - Uh, Dr. Bailey? 134 00:04:40,763 --> 00:04:42,040 May I please be on your service? 135 00:04:42,143 --> 00:04:43,800 - I thought you were on Shepherd's. 136 00:04:43,904 --> 00:04:45,699 - I was, but I know this case, 137 00:04:45,802 --> 00:04:47,977 and I can provide a high level of care. 138 00:04:48,080 --> 00:04:50,048 - You know the patient, 139 00:04:50,151 --> 00:04:52,637 which is a reason for you not to be on the case. 140 00:04:52,740 --> 00:04:54,224 - She and I are not family, 141 00:04:54,328 --> 00:04:55,674 and we've barely known each other 142 00:04:55,778 --> 00:04:58,263 for more than a few months. I can be professional. 143 00:04:58,367 --> 00:04:59,299 - I'm happy to switch. 144 00:05:01,093 --> 00:05:03,579 - Okay, Millin, you're with me. Kwan, go find Shepherd. 145 00:05:05,857 --> 00:05:07,237 Hello. 146 00:05:07,341 --> 00:05:08,411 - Hello, Doctor. 147 00:05:08,515 --> 00:05:10,310 - Maxine Anderson, 81 years old. 148 00:05:10,413 --> 00:05:11,552 Diagnosed with a UTI 149 00:05:11,656 --> 00:05:13,554 complicated by delirium and sepsis. 150 00:05:13,658 --> 00:05:15,660 Treated with IV antibiotics. 151 00:05:15,763 --> 00:05:17,006 Her delirium has resolved, 152 00:05:17,109 --> 00:05:19,077 and she's been off pressors for 24 hours. 153 00:05:19,180 --> 00:05:21,838 She's being downgraded to a stepdown bed today. 154 00:05:21,942 --> 00:05:24,600 How are you feeling today? - Much better, thank heavens. 155 00:05:24,703 --> 00:05:26,671 I lost my marbles there for a minute. 156 00:05:26,774 --> 00:05:29,501 - Well, glad you're feeling better. 157 00:05:29,605 --> 00:05:32,228 - Jules--I mean, Dr. Millin, 158 00:05:32,332 --> 00:05:33,850 if that happens again, 159 00:05:33,954 --> 00:05:35,921 I want you to know a few things. 160 00:05:36,025 --> 00:05:39,062 First, please remember to feed Mr. Darcy. 161 00:05:39,166 --> 00:05:40,892 - The cat. 162 00:05:40,995 --> 00:05:42,100 Got it. What else? 163 00:05:42,203 --> 00:05:43,584 - I want to be cremated. 164 00:05:43,688 --> 00:05:45,793 Spread my ashes in the Grand Canyon 165 00:05:45,897 --> 00:05:47,795 and play Tom Jones at my funeral. 166 00:05:47,899 --> 00:05:48,865 - Max-- 167 00:05:48,969 --> 00:05:51,143 - And if I'm going, 168 00:05:51,247 --> 00:05:52,593 just let me go. 169 00:05:52,697 --> 00:05:54,043 I do not want to lie around 170 00:05:54,146 --> 00:05:56,701 like a turnip for the rest of my days. 171 00:05:56,804 --> 00:06:00,774 No shocking with paddles, no tube down my throat. 172 00:06:00,877 --> 00:06:02,983 I want to be remembered as a vibrant 81. 173 00:06:03,086 --> 00:06:04,536 - Max, you're not dying. 174 00:06:04,640 --> 00:06:07,090 You're being moved from the ICU to a regular room. 175 00:06:07,194 --> 00:06:10,162 - But we understand your wishes, 176 00:06:10,266 --> 00:06:12,061 and we'll get you the paperwork. 177 00:06:12,164 --> 00:06:13,442 - You'll be able to go home in a day or two. 178 00:06:13,545 --> 00:06:16,582 - Oh, that's great news, not that I mind it here. 179 00:06:16,686 --> 00:06:18,619 The food's edible, 180 00:06:18,723 --> 00:06:20,966 the orderlies are quite good-looking, 181 00:06:21,070 --> 00:06:23,762 and with Jules sleeping down the hall, 182 00:06:23,866 --> 00:06:25,626 it almost feels like home. 183 00:06:25,730 --> 00:06:27,283 - I've had a couple of late nights. 184 00:06:27,387 --> 00:06:29,734 That's what the on-call room is for, right? 185 00:06:29,837 --> 00:06:34,497 - Okay, Mrs. Anderson, Dr. Millin will transport you, 186 00:06:34,601 --> 00:06:37,293 and I will see you in your new room. 187 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:39,571 ♪ 188 00:06:39,675 --> 00:06:42,919 - Max. - Oh, I forgot. 189 00:06:43,023 --> 00:06:45,508 - Either of you ever seen an abdominal aortic aneurysm? 190 00:06:45,612 --> 00:06:46,854 - Only in textbooks. 191 00:06:46,957 --> 00:06:48,373 - I read that triple As are super rare, 192 00:06:48,477 --> 00:06:49,995 Basically unheard of in patients under 60. 193 00:06:50,099 --> 00:06:51,445 - That's right. Keep up, please. 194 00:06:51,549 --> 00:06:52,619 - Well, our guy's only 29, 195 00:06:52,722 --> 00:06:53,861 and he's a non-smoking vegetarian 196 00:06:53,965 --> 00:06:55,311 with no predisposing genetic history 197 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:56,795 of cardiac disease. 198 00:06:56,899 --> 00:06:58,659 - What are the triple As most serious complications? 199 00:06:58,763 --> 00:07:00,316 - Dissection, a tear in the aortic lining 200 00:07:00,420 --> 00:07:01,800 requires stenting or surgery. 201 00:07:01,904 --> 00:07:03,284 - Rupture, if the aneurysm bursts, 202 00:07:03,388 --> 00:07:04,769 we gotta take him straight to the OR. 203 00:07:04,872 --> 00:07:06,115 - Good. - Is that why we're rushing? 204 00:07:06,218 --> 00:07:07,323 - Not exactly. 205 00:07:08,876 --> 00:07:10,844 No, no, no, no, no, not again. Ray, listen. 206 00:07:10,947 --> 00:07:12,673 - Look, I'm sorry, Dr. Altman, okay? 207 00:07:12,777 --> 00:07:15,883 I can't do this today. - Ray. 208 00:07:15,987 --> 00:07:17,851 - Sorry, sorry. Excuse me, excuse me. 209 00:07:17,954 --> 00:07:19,300 - Uh, what are we supposed to do now? 210 00:07:19,404 --> 00:07:20,474 - We run after him. 211 00:07:20,578 --> 00:07:23,201 [light dramatic music] 212 00:07:23,304 --> 00:07:24,651 [sighs] 213 00:07:24,754 --> 00:07:31,347 ♪ 214 00:07:36,076 --> 00:07:38,837 - Hey, I just saw the funniest thing at day care. 215 00:07:38,941 --> 00:07:41,702 Scout was annoyed that Luna had this hedgehog toy, 216 00:07:41,806 --> 00:07:42,738 and he made this face. 217 00:07:42,841 --> 00:07:44,464 It looked exactly like you look 218 00:07:44,567 --> 00:07:45,706 when you're annoyed with me. 219 00:07:45,810 --> 00:07:48,571 - Excuse me. Sam Sutton asked for you. 220 00:07:48,675 --> 00:07:50,159 He said it wasn't urgent, though. 221 00:07:50,262 --> 00:07:51,850 - Yeah, I just saw him. 222 00:07:51,954 --> 00:07:53,921 - No, he's asking for Dr. Wilson. 223 00:07:54,025 --> 00:07:55,509 - Oh. 224 00:07:56,510 --> 00:07:57,753 - Mm. 225 00:07:57,856 --> 00:07:59,996 - That's it. That's the face. 226 00:08:00,100 --> 00:08:02,482 Wait, why-- why are you annoyed with me? 227 00:08:02,585 --> 00:08:03,931 - [sighs] 228 00:08:04,035 --> 00:08:06,209 Don't you think it's a little inappropriate 229 00:08:06,313 --> 00:08:07,935 to tell a patient that you're single? 230 00:08:08,039 --> 00:08:10,490 - He asked, and he thought he was gonna die. 231 00:08:10,593 --> 00:08:13,078 - He said you have Disney princess eyes. 232 00:08:13,182 --> 00:08:14,528 - You think I don't? 233 00:08:15,943 --> 00:08:17,566 I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 234 00:08:17,669 --> 00:08:19,706 I appreciate the misplaced chivalry, 235 00:08:19,809 --> 00:08:20,948 but do you remember how many times 236 00:08:21,052 --> 00:08:22,225 I would get hit on at Jimmy's Crab Shack? 237 00:08:22,329 --> 00:08:24,296 - [chuckles] - I think I can handle myself. 238 00:08:24,400 --> 00:08:26,126 - Dr. Angle to the Psych Unit. 239 00:08:26,229 --> 00:08:28,611 Dr Lea Engle to the Psych Unit. 240 00:08:28,715 --> 00:08:30,579 - Ray, can we just stop and talk about this? 241 00:08:30,682 --> 00:08:33,236 - Look, you said I didn't need the surgery right now. 242 00:08:33,340 --> 00:08:35,480 - Right now and never are two very different things, 243 00:08:35,584 --> 00:08:37,482 plus that was two months and three failed attempts 244 00:08:37,586 --> 00:08:38,552 at surgery ago. 245 00:08:38,655 --> 00:08:39,967 - Okay, well, I'm still alive, 246 00:08:40,071 --> 00:08:43,799 so I'm good, great, fantastic, really. 247 00:08:43,902 --> 00:08:46,284 - You have a weakened aorta, which supplies blood 248 00:08:46,387 --> 00:08:48,458 to all of your major organs. If it bursts-- 249 00:08:48,562 --> 00:08:49,943 - I know, okay? You told me. 250 00:08:50,046 --> 00:08:51,254 But those consent forms, 251 00:08:51,358 --> 00:08:53,084 they say I could have renal failure 252 00:08:53,187 --> 00:08:55,431 or heart problems or bleed out during surgery. 253 00:08:55,535 --> 00:08:56,743 No, thanks. 254 00:08:56,846 --> 00:08:58,538 - There is a less than 5% chance 255 00:08:58,641 --> 00:09:00,540 of renal failure, bleeding out, or heart problems, 256 00:09:00,643 --> 00:09:02,645 but there is a 10% chance 257 00:09:02,749 --> 00:09:04,889 that your aneurysm will rupture at any moment, 258 00:09:04,992 --> 00:09:07,098 and if that happens, your chances of survival 259 00:09:07,201 --> 00:09:09,652 are worse than all of these numbers combined. 260 00:09:09,756 --> 00:09:12,517 - Okay, just stop. Just stop. 261 00:09:12,621 --> 00:09:14,830 I don't know about all the statistics, 262 00:09:14,933 --> 00:09:17,522 but what I do know is that those consent forms 263 00:09:17,626 --> 00:09:19,766 say I could die a dozen different ways 264 00:09:19,869 --> 00:09:21,319 if I do the surgery. 265 00:09:21,422 --> 00:09:22,769 I'm an illustrator. 266 00:09:22,872 --> 00:09:24,494 I sit at a desk all day. 267 00:09:24,598 --> 00:09:26,566 It doesn't require much exertion. 268 00:09:26,669 --> 00:09:29,292 - At this point, it might not take much. 269 00:09:29,396 --> 00:09:31,605 - I'll take my chances. 270 00:09:31,709 --> 00:09:34,194 - Those chances would be so much better with surgery. 271 00:09:34,297 --> 00:09:36,299 - You can't force me to do this. 272 00:09:36,403 --> 00:09:38,163 [light dramatic music] 273 00:09:38,267 --> 00:09:40,441 - Ray. - So we just let him go? 274 00:09:40,545 --> 00:09:43,513 - He's a ticking time bomb. - Informed consent. 275 00:09:43,617 --> 00:09:45,964 We can't force a patient to get a procedure. 276 00:09:46,068 --> 00:09:47,448 His mom will work on him, 277 00:09:47,552 --> 00:09:48,795 and hopefully he will come back. 278 00:09:48,898 --> 00:09:51,176 All right, you two, go to the skills lab, 279 00:09:51,280 --> 00:09:52,695 and I will page you if something comes up. 280 00:09:52,799 --> 00:09:56,009 - Mm. Coming? 281 00:09:56,112 --> 00:09:58,287 - Yeah, go ahead. I'll catch up. 282 00:09:58,390 --> 00:10:03,361 ♪ 283 00:10:03,464 --> 00:10:05,881 - Hey, you were looking for me. - I was. 284 00:10:05,984 --> 00:10:11,334 I have a question about the-- the, uh, the plate 285 00:10:11,438 --> 00:10:15,166 that you put in my arm, and-- 286 00:10:15,269 --> 00:10:17,478 okay, yeah, obviously, I don't really have a question. 287 00:10:17,582 --> 00:10:19,826 I just wanted to see you so I could thank you. 288 00:10:19,929 --> 00:10:22,414 - For what? - Saving my life. 289 00:10:22,518 --> 00:10:24,831 - Okay, I know that post-op can be boring-- 290 00:10:24,934 --> 00:10:26,695 - It is. It is so boring. 291 00:10:26,798 --> 00:10:28,869 I thought I could flirt with you 292 00:10:28,973 --> 00:10:30,043 while we play a game of cards. 293 00:10:30,146 --> 00:10:32,735 You'd be holding all the cards for real. 294 00:10:32,839 --> 00:10:36,152 - Well, my day is anything but boring, so... 295 00:10:36,256 --> 00:10:37,878 - Okay, okay, go cut people open. 296 00:10:37,982 --> 00:10:40,225 I'll be here all week. We have time. 297 00:10:40,329 --> 00:10:41,986 - Actually, I'm delivering twins. 298 00:10:42,089 --> 00:10:44,644 I am both an OB-GYN and a general surgeon. 299 00:10:44,747 --> 00:10:46,818 - You're pretty and multitalented. 300 00:10:46,922 --> 00:10:48,993 We are a rare breed. 301 00:10:50,270 --> 00:10:53,825 - Uh, so what do you do now that you're no longer military? 302 00:10:53,929 --> 00:10:56,103 - Oh, I'm still a pilot, just not military. 303 00:10:56,207 --> 00:10:58,071 - So flying hundreds of people through the air 304 00:10:58,174 --> 00:10:59,555 wasn't terrifying enough. 305 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:01,005 You had to put on a shiny sleeping bag 306 00:11:01,108 --> 00:11:02,558 and jump out of a plane. 307 00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:04,940 - I'm actually a pretty simple guy. 308 00:11:05,043 --> 00:11:07,770 - Yeah, because simple guys are always 309 00:11:07,874 --> 00:11:11,567 jumping off of pyramids and rainforest cliffs, or-- 310 00:11:11,671 --> 00:11:14,535 - You stalked my social media. 311 00:11:14,639 --> 00:11:18,885 - I wanted to know what wingsuiting was. 312 00:11:18,988 --> 00:11:20,645 - [clears throat] 313 00:11:20,749 --> 00:11:22,785 - Um, I have to get back to OB. 314 00:11:22,889 --> 00:11:24,614 Is there anything else that you need? 315 00:11:24,718 --> 00:11:25,788 - Not at the moment, 316 00:11:25,892 --> 00:11:27,376 but I will keep your offer in mind. 317 00:11:31,035 --> 00:11:32,795 - You realize that she meant medically? 318 00:11:35,315 --> 00:11:38,076 - No, she didn't. - [sighs] 319 00:11:43,599 --> 00:11:45,325 - Ray, hi. 320 00:11:45,428 --> 00:11:47,465 Uh, can I have a minute. - Oh, my God. 321 00:11:47,568 --> 00:11:49,570 Stop with the consent forms. 322 00:11:49,674 --> 00:11:51,400 What, do you get a commission on the surgery or something? 323 00:11:51,503 --> 00:11:54,265 - Uh, no, no, no commission. Just my notes. 324 00:11:54,368 --> 00:11:55,922 I just want to talk. - Yeah. 325 00:11:56,025 --> 00:11:57,682 You mean talk me into the surgery. 326 00:11:57,786 --> 00:12:00,478 - No, no, no, talk about the surgery. 327 00:12:00,581 --> 00:12:03,308 Okay, it's your decision. I just-- 328 00:12:03,412 --> 00:12:04,654 I won't be able to sleep 329 00:12:04,758 --> 00:12:06,311 knowing I didn't do everything I could 330 00:12:06,415 --> 00:12:09,452 to make sure you were informed. Let's just take a walk, okay? 331 00:12:09,556 --> 00:12:12,835 You're leaving anyway, right? I could use some fresh air. 332 00:12:15,320 --> 00:12:17,081 [sighs] 333 00:12:17,184 --> 00:12:18,289 - Are you coming? 334 00:12:18,392 --> 00:12:19,669 - Dr. Brooks to Oncology. 335 00:12:19,773 --> 00:12:21,913 Dr. Brooks to Oncology. 336 00:12:22,017 --> 00:12:26,021 - We got you one with a window. - Oh, how nice. 337 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:30,784 [together] Surprise! 338 00:12:30,888 --> 00:12:33,097 - Norma, Lois! 339 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:36,100 - Welcome to your new room. - Did we scare you? 340 00:12:36,203 --> 00:12:38,516 I didn't want to yell, but Norma made me. 341 00:12:38,619 --> 00:12:40,932 - I'm fine. I loved it! 342 00:12:41,036 --> 00:12:42,485 Come here, you two. 343 00:12:42,589 --> 00:12:44,487 [laughter] 344 00:12:44,591 --> 00:12:45,834 both: Mwah! 345 00:12:45,937 --> 00:12:47,836 - I told them they could only stay for an hour. 346 00:12:47,939 --> 00:12:49,941 You need to get your rest. - Oh, don't listen to Jules. 347 00:12:50,045 --> 00:12:51,632 She's in doctor mode. 348 00:12:51,736 --> 00:12:55,464 - Speaking of Jules, we brought your crochet bag. 349 00:12:55,567 --> 00:12:58,639 - You know, my treble stitch is getting much better. 350 00:12:58,743 --> 00:13:01,988 - Wow, nice, but that's a half double. 351 00:13:02,091 --> 00:13:04,542 I can show you the treble this afternoon again. 352 00:13:04,645 --> 00:13:06,371 - Oh, you see how she talks to me? 353 00:13:06,475 --> 00:13:08,857 - She's an angel, if a doctor can be an angel, 354 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:10,306 like in that movie. 355 00:13:10,410 --> 00:13:12,964 - Oh, we put your toiletries in the bathroom. 356 00:13:13,068 --> 00:13:16,140 - Oh, thank heavens. My hair needs a good brushing. 357 00:13:16,243 --> 00:13:19,074 - "Angel Doctor." - That's not a movie. 358 00:13:19,177 --> 00:13:21,214 - Uh, "Doctor Angel." - That's not a movie either. 359 00:13:21,317 --> 00:13:22,836 - Max. - I'm fine. I'm fine. 360 00:13:22,940 --> 00:13:24,562 - Okay, okay. - Thanks. 361 00:13:24,665 --> 00:13:26,667 - Oh, Doc. 362 00:13:26,771 --> 00:13:29,015 - Her color's good. - How's her appetite? 363 00:13:29,118 --> 00:13:30,188 - Uh, it's back. Her appetite-- 364 00:13:30,292 --> 00:13:32,052 - Ow! [loud thuds] 365 00:13:32,156 --> 00:13:33,778 - Max. - [grunts] 366 00:13:33,882 --> 00:13:35,780 - Oh, Max, are you okay? 367 00:13:35,884 --> 00:13:38,093 - [gasps] 368 00:13:38,196 --> 00:13:41,786 I--I--I don't know. Am I? 369 00:13:41,890 --> 00:13:44,616 - Okay, all right. 370 00:13:44,720 --> 00:13:47,102 Okay, just take deep breaths. 371 00:13:47,205 --> 00:13:48,724 [dramatic music] 372 00:13:54,316 --> 00:13:56,456 - Winston. - Hey. 373 00:13:56,559 --> 00:14:01,599 - Will it be awkward for you seeing Maggie so soon? 374 00:14:01,702 --> 00:14:04,636 - It'll definitely be awkward, yeah. 375 00:14:04,740 --> 00:14:06,880 - But, uh, you're coming anyway. 376 00:14:06,984 --> 00:14:10,125 - Very few Black men have been nominated for this award... 377 00:14:10,228 --> 00:14:12,023 - [sighs] - So I'll be there. 378 00:14:12,127 --> 00:14:13,404 - I'm proud of you, son. 379 00:14:15,061 --> 00:14:16,614 - I'm proud of me too. [phone chimes] 380 00:14:16,717 --> 00:14:18,374 Excuse me, a consult. - Okay. 381 00:14:21,584 --> 00:14:23,724 [taps] 382 00:14:23,828 --> 00:14:26,106 The Catherine Fox Award means something 383 00:14:26,210 --> 00:14:28,074 to people around here. 384 00:14:28,177 --> 00:14:32,492 You know, if Winston can rise and face Maggie, 385 00:14:32,595 --> 00:14:35,564 I think you'll be able to handle seeing Meredith. 386 00:14:35,667 --> 00:14:37,497 - Dr. Webber, I don't believe 387 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:39,326 in ranking medical contributions. 388 00:14:39,430 --> 00:14:40,983 I just don't. 389 00:14:41,087 --> 00:14:42,295 I also don't feel the need to go all the way to Boston 390 00:14:42,398 --> 00:14:43,917 for some rubber chicken dinner. 391 00:14:44,021 --> 00:14:45,608 Listen, I'm sorry, but it's a little presumptuous-- 392 00:14:45,712 --> 00:14:48,163 - Your absence would be an insult to this hospital, 393 00:14:48,266 --> 00:14:49,889 your fellow nominees, and my wife 394 00:14:49,992 --> 00:14:52,167 for who the award is named, so I suggest 395 00:14:52,270 --> 00:14:53,996 you get off your moral high ground, 396 00:14:54,100 --> 00:14:55,964 set aside your feelings about Boston, 397 00:14:56,067 --> 00:14:59,312 do your job, and join us. 398 00:14:59,415 --> 00:15:01,417 - Dr. Olivares to Labor and Delivery. 399 00:15:01,521 --> 00:15:02,418 Dr. Olivares to Labor and Delivery. 400 00:15:02,522 --> 00:15:04,006 - [sighs] 401 00:15:04,110 --> 00:15:06,836 - Floor wasn't even slippery. 402 00:15:06,940 --> 00:15:08,424 There weren't any obstacles. 403 00:15:08,528 --> 00:15:11,807 I was just walking to the sink. 404 00:15:11,911 --> 00:15:13,429 Ow. - What do you see, Millin? 405 00:15:13,533 --> 00:15:14,983 - Uh, she has a fractured rib, 406 00:15:15,086 --> 00:15:17,123 which explains her pain when she moves her upper body. 407 00:15:17,226 --> 00:15:18,331 - What's the treatment for that? 408 00:15:18,434 --> 00:15:19,919 - Rest. It should heal on its own. 409 00:15:20,022 --> 00:15:21,196 - What about her head? 410 00:15:21,299 --> 00:15:22,956 - The cut doesn't appear serious, 411 00:15:23,060 --> 00:15:24,199 but I'd like to get a scan. 412 00:15:24,302 --> 00:15:27,719 So let's get her up to CT and page Neuro. 413 00:15:27,823 --> 00:15:31,447 - Maxine-- - I'm not up to visitors today. 414 00:15:31,551 --> 00:15:34,209 I think you two better go. 415 00:15:34,312 --> 00:15:36,038 - I'll be here, and I will call with any updates. 416 00:15:36,142 --> 00:15:37,315 I promise. 417 00:15:37,419 --> 00:15:40,284 [light dramatic music] 418 00:15:40,387 --> 00:15:46,290 ♪ 419 00:15:46,393 --> 00:15:48,982 - Left open comminuted humeral fracture, 420 00:15:49,086 --> 00:15:50,397 right open femoral fracture... 421 00:15:50,501 --> 00:15:51,881 - Do you always narrate your data input? 422 00:15:51,985 --> 00:15:53,745 - Helps keep me accurate. What are you working on? 423 00:15:53,849 --> 00:15:55,230 - I'm watching an old triple A surgery 424 00:15:55,333 --> 00:15:56,334 while double checking the wedding spreadsheet 425 00:15:56,438 --> 00:15:57,542 for the RSVPs. 426 00:15:57,646 --> 00:15:58,474 - Oh, you know I'm coming, right? 427 00:15:58,578 --> 00:15:59,820 - Never sent in a card. 428 00:15:59,924 --> 00:16:02,168 - I live with you. It was assumed. 429 00:16:02,271 --> 00:16:03,548 - Adams isn't coming. 430 00:16:03,652 --> 00:16:06,206 - That is different, and you know it. 431 00:16:06,310 --> 00:16:08,312 - You bringing a plus one? - [sighs] 432 00:16:08,415 --> 00:16:09,865 - Did you even read the invitation? 433 00:16:09,969 --> 00:16:11,763 - I was working two jobs. 434 00:16:11,867 --> 00:16:14,076 It's this weekend, right, isn't it? 435 00:16:14,180 --> 00:16:16,976 Why'd you move it up again? - Grandma's getting worse. 436 00:16:17,079 --> 00:16:18,667 She's got maybe a good 90 minutes in the morning, 437 00:16:18,770 --> 00:16:20,738 and that time is shrinking. - That's rough. 438 00:16:20,841 --> 00:16:21,773 - You know what she remembers though? 439 00:16:21,877 --> 00:16:23,499 Weddings, she loves them, 440 00:16:23,603 --> 00:16:25,950 the colors, the flowers, the favors. 441 00:16:26,054 --> 00:16:27,365 We actually have conversations about the wedding 442 00:16:27,469 --> 00:16:29,540 that feel completely real. 443 00:16:29,643 --> 00:16:32,094 - Hi. - Hi. 444 00:16:32,198 --> 00:16:35,235 - I'm just gonna take a look around. 445 00:16:35,339 --> 00:16:37,789 How's the new space? - Can't complain. 446 00:16:42,173 --> 00:16:44,072 - Is everything okay? - I don't know, let me think. 447 00:16:44,175 --> 00:16:45,590 You complained to Altman about a job 448 00:16:45,694 --> 00:16:47,006 you haven't worked at for months. 449 00:16:47,109 --> 00:16:49,629 You projected your own trauma onto my situation 450 00:16:49,732 --> 00:16:51,079 resulting in half of the surgical chiefs 451 00:16:51,182 --> 00:16:53,012 meeting about me. - I'm sorry. 452 00:16:53,115 --> 00:16:57,913 I--how can I make it up to you? - I'll get over it. 453 00:16:58,017 --> 00:17:00,881 I just need to be mad at you for a minute. 454 00:17:00,985 --> 00:17:03,746 - Is that a literal minute or-- - Figurative. 455 00:17:03,850 --> 00:17:05,748 - Right. [chuckles] 456 00:17:05,852 --> 00:17:07,405 I'm just gonna... 457 00:17:13,272 --> 00:17:14,895 - I always thought you two had chemistry. 458 00:17:14,999 --> 00:17:16,794 - What, me and Helm? Why? 459 00:17:16,896 --> 00:17:18,451 She hasn't made a move. - You could. 460 00:17:18,554 --> 00:17:20,246 - I don't like rejection. 461 00:17:20,348 --> 00:17:22,317 I once had very embarrassing, somewhat traumatic rejection 462 00:17:22,420 --> 00:17:25,803 during a prom-posal go viral at my high school. 463 00:17:25,906 --> 00:17:26,942 I don't make the first move anymore, 464 00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:28,392 and it's worked out fine for me. 465 00:17:28,494 --> 00:17:31,084 - Okay. 466 00:17:31,188 --> 00:17:32,948 Who's your plus one again? 467 00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:35,916 [quirky music] 468 00:17:36,020 --> 00:17:38,850 ♪ 469 00:17:38,954 --> 00:17:41,784 - So you're an illustrator, huh? 470 00:17:41,888 --> 00:17:45,236 - Yeah, yeah, graphic novels. 471 00:17:45,340 --> 00:17:49,033 I draw, and my friend Sunita writes the stories. 472 00:17:49,137 --> 00:17:50,966 We're working on one right now about a kid 473 00:17:51,070 --> 00:17:54,935 whose big brother is afraid to die before he turns 30, 474 00:17:55,039 --> 00:17:57,455 so they're building a portal to a parallel universe 475 00:17:57,559 --> 00:18:00,458 so that they could time jump and that he could turn 31 476 00:18:00,562 --> 00:18:02,943 and then reenter the real world. 477 00:18:03,047 --> 00:18:04,807 - Cool. 478 00:18:04,911 --> 00:18:07,603 Also very specific. - [chuckles] 479 00:18:07,707 --> 00:18:10,434 I had a really vivid dream when I was a kid. 480 00:18:10,537 --> 00:18:14,507 Um, my grandpa who died before I was born 481 00:18:14,610 --> 00:18:16,888 sat at the edge of my bed and told me 482 00:18:16,992 --> 00:18:19,028 we'd be together for my 30th birthday. 483 00:18:19,132 --> 00:18:20,099 [chuckles] 484 00:18:20,202 --> 00:18:22,687 It scared the crap out of me, 485 00:18:22,791 --> 00:18:25,276 so I've never smoked. I don't drink. 486 00:18:25,380 --> 00:18:27,520 I stopped eating meat. Hell, I don't even drive. 487 00:18:27,623 --> 00:18:29,315 I take public transit. 488 00:18:29,418 --> 00:18:31,144 And maybe it's completely irrational, 489 00:18:31,248 --> 00:18:34,009 but I always thought, if I could just make it 490 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:37,392 past 30 I'll be okay. 491 00:18:37,495 --> 00:18:42,293 I need to stay alive for my mom, 492 00:18:42,397 --> 00:18:44,468 and I'm helping with my sister's college tuition, 493 00:18:44,571 --> 00:18:46,228 so I can't die. 494 00:18:48,886 --> 00:18:50,474 I don't wanna die. 495 00:18:53,822 --> 00:18:55,548 - I don't want that either. 496 00:18:57,653 --> 00:19:00,173 Look, I'm not a professional like you, 497 00:19:00,277 --> 00:19:02,175 but here is your aorta. 498 00:19:02,279 --> 00:19:04,902 - Dr. Adams, look, I appreciate what you're trying to do. 499 00:19:05,005 --> 00:19:06,110 - Look, the statistics freak you out, 500 00:19:06,214 --> 00:19:07,318 so let's draw it. 501 00:19:09,424 --> 00:19:12,081 Okay, so we'll access your aorta through your groin, 502 00:19:12,185 --> 00:19:14,187 and then we'll thread a small wire 503 00:19:14,291 --> 00:19:15,947 up through the abdominal aneurysm, 504 00:19:16,051 --> 00:19:17,570 and then we'll deploy a graft, 505 00:19:17,673 --> 00:19:20,124 which will expand to reinforce the weak area 506 00:19:20,228 --> 00:19:23,369 and simulate an artery, which will allow blood 507 00:19:23,472 --> 00:19:25,716 to flow through safely. - Is that a potato? 508 00:19:25,819 --> 00:19:28,201 - That's a kidney. - With a Slinky? 509 00:19:28,305 --> 00:19:30,686 - That's the graft. - [laughs] 510 00:19:30,790 --> 00:19:33,102 Bruh, you suck at drawing. 511 00:19:33,206 --> 00:19:35,277 - [chuckles] Fair. 512 00:19:35,381 --> 00:19:38,556 But I promise 513 00:19:38,660 --> 00:19:41,559 this procedure has been tested over and over, 514 00:19:41,663 --> 00:19:43,768 and if a problem comes up like you mentioned, 515 00:19:43,872 --> 00:19:45,908 we have ways to address it. 516 00:19:46,012 --> 00:19:49,257 What we can't do is be with you if the aneurysm ruptures 517 00:19:49,360 --> 00:19:50,223 while you're at home. 518 00:19:53,709 --> 00:19:56,056 - Did you feel dizzy before you fell, Mrs. Anderson? 519 00:19:56,160 --> 00:19:57,886 - I don't think so. 520 00:19:57,989 --> 00:20:00,716 I just remember losing my balance 521 00:20:00,820 --> 00:20:03,581 and stupidly hitting my head on the sink. 522 00:20:03,685 --> 00:20:05,100 Maybe it's a sign. 523 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:06,550 - Loss of balance can be a symptom 524 00:20:06,653 --> 00:20:08,137 of a variety of conditions. 525 00:20:08,241 --> 00:20:10,243 - Or a sign that my time is up. 526 00:20:10,347 --> 00:20:12,832 When the racehorse breaks its leg, 527 00:20:12,935 --> 00:20:14,178 they usually put it down. 528 00:20:14,282 --> 00:20:15,835 - Max, you're not a racehorse. 529 00:20:15,938 --> 00:20:17,768 - No, not anymore. 530 00:20:17,871 --> 00:20:21,461 - Oh, an active brain bleed in the subdural space. 531 00:20:21,565 --> 00:20:22,773 We should prep for a decompression. 532 00:20:22,876 --> 00:20:24,568 Kwan, book an OR. - On it. 533 00:20:24,671 --> 00:20:26,742 - Uh, Dr. Shepherd, could I scrub in if that's okay? 534 00:20:26,846 --> 00:20:28,468 - Uh, no, it's not. 535 00:20:28,572 --> 00:20:31,126 You were on neuro this morning, and you traded with Kwan. 536 00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:33,680 - I could trade back. - You will do no such thing. 537 00:20:33,784 --> 00:20:35,026 - What is happening here? 538 00:20:35,130 --> 00:20:37,201 - Ah, Millin just confirmed my suspicion 539 00:20:37,305 --> 00:20:38,478 that she's too close to the patient 540 00:20:38,582 --> 00:20:40,169 to be her doctor. - What? No, no. 541 00:20:40,273 --> 00:20:41,757 I just--she's talking about being euthanized 542 00:20:41,861 --> 00:20:43,000 like an animal. 543 00:20:43,103 --> 00:20:44,691 - Look me in the eye and tell me 544 00:20:44,795 --> 00:20:47,798 that you do not consider that woman family. 545 00:20:47,901 --> 00:20:48,971 [light dramatic music] 546 00:20:49,075 --> 00:20:51,802 Mm-hmm, you're off the case for good. 547 00:20:51,905 --> 00:20:58,326 ♪ 548 00:21:03,745 --> 00:21:05,264 - Dr. Altman. - Yes, yes. 549 00:21:05,367 --> 00:21:07,645 We're all very excited. Thanks, Catherine. 550 00:21:07,749 --> 00:21:09,613 You know, technically, Grey Sloan can claim 551 00:21:09,716 --> 00:21:11,477 three Catherine Fox Award nominees 552 00:21:11,580 --> 00:21:13,030 since Pierce performed her transplant here. 553 00:21:13,133 --> 00:21:14,342 - That's great. About Ray-- 554 00:21:14,445 --> 00:21:16,792 - Yeah, I know it can be disappointing. 555 00:21:16,896 --> 00:21:18,622 Sometimes patients just don't understand, 556 00:21:18,725 --> 00:21:21,176 but there will be other triple As to repair. 557 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,143 - Yeah, but I still think we should do Ray's. 558 00:21:23,247 --> 00:21:24,904 He signed the consent forms. 559 00:21:25,007 --> 00:21:29,391 ♪ 560 00:21:29,495 --> 00:21:31,669 - Page Griffith, and let's get him to radiology 561 00:21:31,773 --> 00:21:34,189 before he bolts again. Well done. 562 00:21:34,293 --> 00:21:41,230 ♪ 563 00:21:41,334 --> 00:21:44,855 - Oh. - Seriously? 564 00:21:44,958 --> 00:21:46,926 You're lucky the twins' mom is still dilating. 565 00:21:47,029 --> 00:21:48,514 What is it? - I have an itch to scratch. 566 00:21:48,617 --> 00:21:51,033 No, literally, it's-- help. 567 00:21:51,137 --> 00:21:52,656 - This is what orderlies are for. 568 00:21:52,759 --> 00:21:53,760 - I know. 569 00:21:53,864 --> 00:21:55,244 I could've called somebody else, 570 00:21:55,348 --> 00:21:57,764 but then you wouldn't be here. 571 00:21:57,868 --> 00:21:59,490 - Don't move. 572 00:21:59,594 --> 00:22:01,250 Okay. That? 573 00:22:01,354 --> 00:22:03,667 - Oh, you are the best doctor I've ever had in my life. 574 00:22:03,770 --> 00:22:07,187 - If you ask for a sponge bath, I'm leaving. 575 00:22:07,291 --> 00:22:09,535 - You know, last time I had a cast, 576 00:22:09,638 --> 00:22:11,330 they let me pick the colors. 577 00:22:11,433 --> 00:22:12,917 - [laughs] How old were you? 578 00:22:13,021 --> 00:22:14,954 - Seven. Fell off the monkey bars. 579 00:22:15,057 --> 00:22:16,335 - You had a death wish even then, huh? 580 00:22:16,438 --> 00:22:18,060 - I was so bummed. 581 00:22:18,164 --> 00:22:21,374 My dad was taking me to my first pro ball game. 582 00:22:21,478 --> 00:22:24,135 I had been practicing catching fly balls for three months. 583 00:22:24,239 --> 00:22:25,723 Glove doesn't fit over the cast. 584 00:22:25,827 --> 00:22:27,207 Can't catch anything. 585 00:22:27,311 --> 00:22:28,864 But the first baseman saw me in the stands, 586 00:22:28,968 --> 00:22:31,384 ran over, signed my cast. 587 00:22:31,488 --> 00:22:33,386 I cried when they cut it off. 588 00:22:33,490 --> 00:22:35,250 [quirky music] 589 00:22:35,354 --> 00:22:38,218 - Well, you're, uh, lucky with all the dumb stuff you do 590 00:22:38,322 --> 00:22:40,359 that you haven't had a cast since. 591 00:22:40,462 --> 00:22:44,328 - Yeah, I have had half a dozen surgeries 592 00:22:44,432 --> 00:22:46,744 and one metal plate, but yeah, no casts. 593 00:22:46,848 --> 00:22:49,713 - [exhales] [phone chimes] 594 00:22:49,816 --> 00:22:50,886 The twins. - Oh. 595 00:22:50,990 --> 00:22:53,337 Gotta go. - Lucky bastards. 596 00:22:53,441 --> 00:22:56,927 ♪ 597 00:22:57,030 --> 00:22:58,998 [applause] 598 00:22:59,101 --> 00:23:00,827 - Thank you. Thank you so much. 599 00:23:00,931 --> 00:23:03,002 I'm--hey, I'm glad to be nominated. 600 00:23:03,105 --> 00:23:04,417 [applause] 601 00:23:04,521 --> 00:23:06,074 - Do you know how many codes I ran 602 00:23:06,177 --> 00:23:07,662 to save lives in the ER last year? 603 00:23:07,765 --> 00:23:09,422 Where's my award for that? - For doing your job? 604 00:23:09,526 --> 00:23:10,734 - He was doing his. 605 00:23:10,837 --> 00:23:12,252 - My research is helping to cure Parkinson's. 606 00:23:12,356 --> 00:23:14,013 You don't see me nominated for anything. 607 00:23:14,116 --> 00:23:18,673 - Listen to you two complaining about your lack of recognition. 608 00:23:18,776 --> 00:23:20,122 - You're right. 609 00:23:20,226 --> 00:23:22,090 - We're happy for him and Marsh. 610 00:23:22,193 --> 00:23:23,816 - I mean, I oversaw 611 00:23:23,919 --> 00:23:27,371 a simultaneous 12-person domino surgery 612 00:23:27,475 --> 00:23:30,823 wherein six people got new kidneys. 613 00:23:30,926 --> 00:23:34,689 You know, I used deactivated HIV 614 00:23:34,792 --> 00:23:37,416 to save a boy with SCID. 615 00:23:37,519 --> 00:23:41,454 I mean, I spearheaded changes in post-op protocols 616 00:23:41,558 --> 00:23:46,148 to reduce post-op fistulas, basically curing the problem. 617 00:23:46,252 --> 00:23:47,874 If anyone should ask, "Where's my award?" 618 00:23:47,978 --> 00:23:49,393 it's me. 619 00:23:49,497 --> 00:23:52,154 ♪ 620 00:23:52,258 --> 00:23:55,054 - I was almost out of here. - You will be soon. 621 00:23:55,157 --> 00:23:57,470 Dr. Shepherd has done a lot of these. 622 00:23:57,574 --> 00:24:00,956 - You're drilling into my 81-year-old skull, right? 623 00:24:01,060 --> 00:24:02,958 If it were only me, I'd tell you to put me 624 00:24:03,062 --> 00:24:05,444 out of my misery and send me to the farm. 625 00:24:05,547 --> 00:24:08,723 I talked to Norma about Jules. 626 00:24:08,826 --> 00:24:11,208 I said she was an excellent roommate. 627 00:24:11,311 --> 00:24:13,244 Not sure I can say the same about Norma. 628 00:24:13,348 --> 00:24:15,661 That woman snores like a freight train. 629 00:24:15,764 --> 00:24:17,007 - [laughs] 630 00:24:17,110 --> 00:24:18,733 Let's hope it doesn't come to that. 631 00:24:18,836 --> 00:24:21,632 I know that Jules loves living with you. 632 00:24:21,736 --> 00:24:23,220 - Mm. 633 00:24:23,323 --> 00:24:27,569 Pete, my son, he went to college 634 00:24:27,673 --> 00:24:30,848 right after my husband and I divorced. 635 00:24:30,952 --> 00:24:33,506 I brought him up to be independent, 636 00:24:33,610 --> 00:24:38,097 which was maybe my excuse for not being more involved. 637 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:39,857 By the way, it worked. 638 00:24:39,961 --> 00:24:42,653 He graduated and moved to London. 639 00:24:42,757 --> 00:24:44,483 I hardly ever see him anymore. 640 00:24:44,586 --> 00:24:48,072 He doesn't need my homemade split pea soup 641 00:24:48,176 --> 00:24:52,387 or my special herbal teas to ward off colds 642 00:24:52,491 --> 00:24:56,909 or my hugs after a long day... 643 00:24:57,012 --> 00:25:01,258 but Jules, she needs all of those things. 644 00:25:01,361 --> 00:25:05,055 It seems she didn't have them when she was a child, 645 00:25:05,158 --> 00:25:07,402 and now I get to give them to her. 646 00:25:09,266 --> 00:25:12,407 - She's lucky to have you. - [chuckles] 647 00:25:12,511 --> 00:25:13,753 I'm the lucky one. 648 00:25:13,857 --> 00:25:16,376 [elevator dings] 649 00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:19,310 [tender music] 650 00:25:19,414 --> 00:25:25,800 ♪ 651 00:25:25,903 --> 00:25:28,250 - What did you do to convince him? 652 00:25:28,354 --> 00:25:30,390 - I drew a bad picture. 653 00:25:30,494 --> 00:25:32,772 I thought he'd respond to a different approach. 654 00:25:34,394 --> 00:25:36,120 - Chief, I just wanted to say thanks 655 00:25:36,224 --> 00:25:37,812 for funding the intern skills practicum. 656 00:25:37,915 --> 00:25:39,330 I appreciate it. - Of course. 657 00:25:39,434 --> 00:25:41,056 And congrats, again, on the nomination. 658 00:25:41,160 --> 00:25:42,748 - Sure, yeah. 659 00:25:42,851 --> 00:25:44,301 - Oh, uh, Richard wanted me to ask you about the dinner-- 660 00:25:44,404 --> 00:25:45,613 - No, count me out on that. 661 00:25:45,716 --> 00:25:47,822 - [groaning] 662 00:25:47,925 --> 00:25:49,893 - Ray, what's wrong? 663 00:25:49,996 --> 00:25:51,653 - My back, it really hurts. 664 00:25:51,757 --> 00:25:54,138 Something's wrong. 665 00:25:54,242 --> 00:25:56,555 - Damn it. 666 00:25:56,658 --> 00:25:58,764 - Oh, my God, is that a-- - It's a rupture. Come on. 667 00:25:58,867 --> 00:26:00,800 Code blue! 668 00:26:00,904 --> 00:26:02,630 - Code blue, Radiology. Third floor. 669 00:26:02,733 --> 00:26:04,252 - Call the blood bank. Activate an MTP. 670 00:26:04,355 --> 00:26:05,253 Let's go, let's go, let's go. 671 00:26:05,356 --> 00:26:06,426 [Lxandra's "The Elephant"] 672 00:26:06,530 --> 00:26:08,014 - ♪ Somehow 673 00:26:08,118 --> 00:26:09,429 - I need a vascular setup. - I'll assist. 674 00:26:09,533 --> 00:26:11,742 - Alert the OR! - There's no time. 675 00:26:11,846 --> 00:26:13,744 I'm opening him up right now. - On the CT table? 676 00:26:13,848 --> 00:26:15,021 - There's nowhere else. You heard Altman. 677 00:26:15,125 --> 00:26:16,644 Let's go. Come on, let's go. 678 00:26:16,747 --> 00:26:20,613 - Come on. Come on, Ray. 679 00:26:20,717 --> 00:26:22,581 Betadine, let's go. 680 00:26:22,684 --> 00:26:24,513 All right, I need suction setup. 681 00:26:24,617 --> 00:26:26,999 Lap pad. Ten blade. 682 00:26:27,102 --> 00:26:29,311 - ♪ What are you gonna do? 683 00:26:29,415 --> 00:26:32,314 - Here we go. Stop compressions. 684 00:26:32,418 --> 00:26:39,011 - ♪ Oh, can't hide the skeletons ♪ 685 00:26:39,114 --> 00:26:40,495 ♪ Oh-oh 686 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:42,290 - More irrigation, please. 687 00:26:42,393 --> 00:26:43,602 - ♪ This is hell out on the loose ♪ 688 00:26:43,705 --> 00:26:46,121 - Almost through. 689 00:26:46,225 --> 00:26:48,710 We need to hang more blood. 690 00:26:48,814 --> 00:26:51,575 - I need better visualization. 691 00:26:51,679 --> 00:26:53,542 - Keep the compressions coming. 692 00:26:53,646 --> 00:26:57,305 - ♪ From a shallow grave, every choice you made ♪ 693 00:26:57,408 --> 00:27:01,585 ♪ Shaking the ground, ground, ground, ground ♪ 694 00:27:01,689 --> 00:27:04,243 ♪ 695 00:27:04,346 --> 00:27:07,349 ♪ Hold on 696 00:27:07,453 --> 00:27:10,007 - Still no pulse. - Scissors. 697 00:27:10,111 --> 00:27:12,009 ♪ 698 00:27:12,113 --> 00:27:13,666 All right, got it. Clamp. 699 00:27:13,770 --> 00:27:17,705 - ♪ Running out on you 700 00:27:17,808 --> 00:27:20,086 ♪ Do you feel it? 701 00:27:20,190 --> 00:27:24,021 ♪ 702 00:27:24,125 --> 00:27:26,437 ♪ Can't cage the elephant 703 00:27:26,541 --> 00:27:28,198 All right, more lap pads. 704 00:27:28,301 --> 00:27:30,718 - ♪ Oh 705 00:27:30,821 --> 00:27:34,273 ♪ What are you gonna do? 706 00:27:34,376 --> 00:27:35,619 ♪ 707 00:27:35,723 --> 00:27:38,035 ♪ Oh 708 00:27:38,139 --> 00:27:42,005 ♪ Can't hide the skeletons 709 00:27:42,108 --> 00:27:44,939 ♪ Oh 710 00:27:45,042 --> 00:27:47,113 ♪ This is hell out on the loose ♪ 711 00:27:47,217 --> 00:27:49,840 - Charge at 200. 712 00:27:49,944 --> 00:27:53,050 All right, clear. Come on, come on, come on. 713 00:27:53,154 --> 00:27:56,122 Charge again to 200. Clear. 714 00:27:56,226 --> 00:27:57,192 [defibrillator humming and thudding] 715 00:27:57,296 --> 00:27:59,539 Come on. 716 00:27:59,643 --> 00:28:01,058 Damn it. Let me in there. 717 00:28:01,162 --> 00:28:03,716 Come on. Come on. 718 00:28:03,820 --> 00:28:05,925 - Altman. - He's 29 years old. 719 00:28:06,029 --> 00:28:07,582 - I know. We did everything we could. 720 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:09,722 - Come on. 721 00:28:09,826 --> 00:28:12,242 - ♪ This is hell out on the loose ♪ 722 00:28:12,345 --> 00:28:14,485 - Beautiful work, Dr. Shepherd. 723 00:28:14,589 --> 00:28:17,385 - ♪ Can't hide the skeletons 724 00:28:17,488 --> 00:28:19,698 ♪ Oh 725 00:28:19,801 --> 00:28:22,666 ♪ This is hell out on the loose ♪ 726 00:28:22,770 --> 00:28:24,599 ♪ 727 00:28:24,703 --> 00:28:25,945 - Time of death... 728 00:28:26,049 --> 00:28:27,291 [heart monitor droning] 729 00:28:27,395 --> 00:28:29,742 15:21. 730 00:28:38,509 --> 00:28:41,443 [tense music] 731 00:28:41,547 --> 00:28:46,310 ♪ 732 00:28:50,798 --> 00:28:53,248 - Dr. Webber, hi. Exciting news this morning. 733 00:28:53,352 --> 00:28:55,423 - Well, I wish everyone shared your enthusiasm. 734 00:28:55,526 --> 00:28:57,805 - Well, you know who loves awards? Helm. 735 00:28:57,908 --> 00:28:59,945 - Oh, she does, huh? - I don't know. 736 00:29:00,048 --> 00:29:01,532 I'm just looking for a good segue. 737 00:29:01,636 --> 00:29:03,465 - Ah. - How did things go with her? 738 00:29:03,569 --> 00:29:04,915 - She said she'd think about it. 739 00:29:05,019 --> 00:29:06,503 - Did she seem upbeat? 740 00:29:06,606 --> 00:29:08,367 - Well, honestly, she was asking for things 741 00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:10,921 we hadn't done before. - Were they unreasonable? 742 00:29:11,025 --> 00:29:13,648 - Well, not terribly, I suppose, but-- 743 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,167 - With all due respect, sir, 744 00:29:15,270 --> 00:29:17,031 I don't see why this is a question. 745 00:29:17,134 --> 00:29:19,447 This hospital is bursting at the seams with patients 746 00:29:19,550 --> 00:29:22,381 and not enough doctors. Helm is a proven asset. 747 00:29:22,484 --> 00:29:24,038 You know exactly what you're getting with her, 748 00:29:24,141 --> 00:29:25,522 because you trained her. 749 00:29:25,625 --> 00:29:27,006 You've worked with her long enough to know 750 00:29:27,110 --> 00:29:30,113 her talent and her dedication, and frankly, sir, 751 00:29:30,216 --> 00:29:33,633 we need more senior residents, so please, please, 752 00:29:33,737 --> 00:29:35,394 just give her what she wants. 753 00:29:35,497 --> 00:29:36,671 - Nurse Kingsbury to Five West 754 00:29:36,775 --> 00:29:38,500 Nurse Kingsbury to Five West. 755 00:29:38,604 --> 00:29:42,332 - Again, it ruptured, and we couldn't control the bleeding. 756 00:29:42,435 --> 00:29:44,161 - [sobbing] 757 00:29:44,265 --> 00:29:47,130 - I am very sorry, Mrs. Sanchez. 758 00:29:47,233 --> 00:29:51,513 I... 759 00:29:51,617 --> 00:29:52,791 the hospital will mail 760 00:29:52,894 --> 00:29:55,690 your son's belongings to you in Tempe. 761 00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:58,417 - Thank you, Doctor. 762 00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:00,039 [phone beeps] 763 00:30:00,143 --> 00:30:02,421 - Yeah, those calls are never easy. 764 00:30:05,562 --> 00:30:07,875 Hey, you got him back to the hospital. 765 00:30:09,738 --> 00:30:13,397 Adams, there's-- there's a thing with ADHD 766 00:30:13,501 --> 00:30:15,779 where we feel the losses really deeply, 767 00:30:15,883 --> 00:30:18,782 so you have to take equal time 768 00:30:18,886 --> 00:30:20,059 to give yourself credit when you win. 769 00:30:20,163 --> 00:30:23,787 You fought for him. Hey, hey. 770 00:30:23,891 --> 00:30:28,999 You fought for him. That matters. 771 00:30:29,103 --> 00:30:32,554 - He knew in his gut he was dying. 772 00:30:32,658 --> 00:30:34,246 He knew he wasn't gonna see 30. 773 00:30:36,558 --> 00:30:40,424 I knew in my gut that I was different. 774 00:30:40,528 --> 00:30:42,702 There was something different about me my whole life. 775 00:30:42,806 --> 00:30:46,258 I knew I wasn't just lazy, which is what they called me. 776 00:30:46,361 --> 00:30:47,949 You know, I went down a rabbit hole online, 777 00:30:48,053 --> 00:30:50,779 and I have pretty much every single symptom. 778 00:30:52,816 --> 00:30:54,266 I mean, difficulty focusing, 779 00:30:54,369 --> 00:30:56,855 time blindness, short attention span, 780 00:30:56,958 --> 00:30:58,822 and my family is full of doctors. 781 00:30:58,926 --> 00:31:01,204 It's not like ADHD is rare. You saw it. 782 00:31:01,307 --> 00:31:02,274 Why didn't they? 783 00:31:03,620 --> 00:31:04,586 - [sighs] 784 00:31:07,451 --> 00:31:11,041 I--I think parents, sometimes they see their kids 785 00:31:11,145 --> 00:31:12,560 through the lens of their own experience. 786 00:31:12,663 --> 00:31:14,044 Your parents were overachievers, 787 00:31:14,148 --> 00:31:15,839 so they expected you to be, and when you weren't, 788 00:31:15,943 --> 00:31:17,841 they were so busy pushing and pushing you to live up 789 00:31:17,945 --> 00:31:20,223 to your potential, they didn't think to look 790 00:31:20,326 --> 00:31:22,881 for why you weren't 791 00:31:22,984 --> 00:31:24,917 - Yeah, or maybe they were just too busy 792 00:31:25,021 --> 00:31:25,987 being disappointed in me, 793 00:31:26,091 --> 00:31:27,609 they didn't bother. 794 00:31:29,818 --> 00:31:31,406 - [sighs] 795 00:31:36,239 --> 00:31:39,759 You know, I hope you win the Catherine Fox Award. 796 00:31:41,658 --> 00:31:43,349 - Why? 797 00:31:43,453 --> 00:31:47,975 - I don't know, because I feel like a failure, 798 00:31:48,078 --> 00:31:49,838 and I feel like I caught this too late, 799 00:31:49,942 --> 00:31:51,426 and if you win, then-- 800 00:31:51,530 --> 00:31:53,877 - If I win, we aren't just losers? 801 00:31:53,981 --> 00:31:55,430 Is that it? 802 00:31:55,534 --> 00:31:58,640 - [chuckles] Yeah, something like that. 803 00:31:58,744 --> 00:32:02,679 - You know, Adams, this award, it doesn't mean anything. 804 00:32:05,475 --> 00:32:06,717 - If that's your acceptance speech, 805 00:32:06,821 --> 00:32:09,617 it's gonna need work. - [laughs] 806 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,794 - How long does a delivery usually take? 807 00:32:14,898 --> 00:32:17,383 A couple hours? - Like, from Postmates? 808 00:32:17,487 --> 00:32:20,007 - Never mind. - Dude, you gotta take it easy. 809 00:32:20,110 --> 00:32:22,285 Women don't love aggressive flirting, 810 00:32:22,388 --> 00:32:23,734 at least not from men. 811 00:32:23,838 --> 00:32:25,391 - You don't get anywhere if you don't ask. 812 00:32:25,495 --> 00:32:27,462 You gotta at least ask. - False alarm. 813 00:32:27,566 --> 00:32:29,740 - You paged her again? - Wasn't me. 814 00:32:29,844 --> 00:32:31,225 - The twins do not want to come out. 815 00:32:31,328 --> 00:32:32,571 - So you came back to get cheered up 816 00:32:32,674 --> 00:32:34,642 by your favorite patient. - No. 817 00:32:34,745 --> 00:32:38,197 I was making sure that Yasuda is checking... 818 00:32:38,301 --> 00:32:39,750 - I am. - On--okay. 819 00:32:39,854 --> 00:32:40,751 Here. 820 00:32:43,823 --> 00:32:45,929 That sounds... - Weak. 821 00:32:46,033 --> 00:32:47,896 - It does sound weak. Here. 822 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:49,657 [light dramatic music] 823 00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,935 Take this. Ready? 824 00:32:52,039 --> 00:32:54,213 ♪ 825 00:32:54,317 --> 00:32:56,422 The flap's congested. - What does that mean? 826 00:32:56,526 --> 00:32:58,977 - We moved muscle from the back of your leg 827 00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:01,565 to the front to cover the bone. - The flap. 828 00:33:01,669 --> 00:33:03,084 - Yes. Yasuda, what's happening? 829 00:33:03,188 --> 00:33:04,706 - A hematoma, it's putting pressure 830 00:33:04,810 --> 00:33:06,398 on the flap and cutting off the blood supply. 831 00:33:06,501 --> 00:33:07,951 - Why do I feel like this is bad? 832 00:33:08,055 --> 00:33:09,953 - It is bad, if the flap dies. - Is that gonna happen? 833 00:33:10,057 --> 00:33:12,093 - Not if I decompress it. - Another surgery? 834 00:33:12,197 --> 00:33:13,370 - We can do it right here if you consent. 835 00:33:13,474 --> 00:33:14,751 - Do it. DO it. 836 00:33:14,854 --> 00:33:16,925 - Yasuda, push additional morphine. 837 00:33:17,029 --> 00:33:19,756 - I'm good. I have a high pain threshold. 838 00:33:19,859 --> 00:33:21,620 Plus I kind of want to see this. 839 00:33:21,723 --> 00:33:24,519 - Okay. Ready? 840 00:33:24,623 --> 00:33:26,728 ♪ 841 00:33:26,832 --> 00:33:28,972 - [groans] 842 00:33:29,076 --> 00:33:30,870 - Okay, more gauze. - Yeah. 843 00:33:30,974 --> 00:33:33,563 - Thank you. - Okay. 844 00:33:33,666 --> 00:33:35,392 - [groans] - Just breathe. 845 00:33:35,496 --> 00:33:37,946 ♪ 846 00:33:45,126 --> 00:33:47,784 [knock at door] 847 00:33:49,303 --> 00:33:51,063 - The decompression went well. 848 00:33:52,961 --> 00:33:55,550 - I know those are a regift. I'm the one who brought them. 849 00:33:55,654 --> 00:33:57,069 - I thought you'd want to keep these for Maxine 850 00:33:57,173 --> 00:33:58,381 while she's in the ICU. 851 00:34:00,279 --> 00:34:02,488 Or I could keep them by the nurses' station. 852 00:34:02,592 --> 00:34:03,558 - No, leave 'em there. 853 00:34:04,973 --> 00:34:07,079 - Well, hopefully, it won't be that long, 854 00:34:07,183 --> 00:34:09,771 and you can both get out of here. 855 00:34:09,875 --> 00:34:12,842 I know what it feels like 856 00:34:12,947 --> 00:34:14,949 to sit by the side of someone you love 857 00:34:15,053 --> 00:34:17,952 and worry they're not gonna make it. 858 00:34:18,056 --> 00:34:21,092 I know that fear and anger and grief. 859 00:34:22,750 --> 00:34:25,960 - It's okay. Professional distance and all. 860 00:34:26,063 --> 00:34:28,928 - I'm just saying it's okay to have those feelings. 861 00:34:30,965 --> 00:34:32,690 I'm here for you. 862 00:34:32,793 --> 00:34:34,762 - I'm fine, Kwan. 863 00:34:34,864 --> 00:34:38,835 I need to call Norma and Lois. 864 00:34:49,603 --> 00:34:52,435 [light dramatic music] 865 00:34:52,538 --> 00:34:55,438 - [sobbing] 866 00:34:55,541 --> 00:35:02,445 ♪ 867 00:35:08,968 --> 00:35:10,556 - I've done a lot of cool things, 868 00:35:10,660 --> 00:35:14,181 but you just sliced into my leg like it was nothing. 869 00:35:14,284 --> 00:35:17,287 - It's no swimming with sharks. - Oh, you went deep. 870 00:35:17,391 --> 00:35:19,393 That post was from at least three years ago. 871 00:35:19,496 --> 00:35:21,740 - Wow, I never thought I could be a third wheel 872 00:35:21,843 --> 00:35:23,811 in a patient room. - What was that, Yasuda? 873 00:35:23,914 --> 00:35:25,675 - Nothing. 874 00:35:25,778 --> 00:35:28,126 - Dr. Wilson, OB called for you. 875 00:35:28,229 --> 00:35:30,645 Cathy Han is headed into LandD. 876 00:35:30,749 --> 00:35:31,922 - For real this time? - I don't know. 877 00:35:32,026 --> 00:35:35,063 I don't work up there. - Okay. 878 00:35:35,167 --> 00:35:36,375 - You just cut my leg open, 879 00:35:36,479 --> 00:35:38,032 and now you're about to deliver twins? 880 00:35:38,136 --> 00:35:40,345 You are my hero. Sign my cast. 881 00:35:41,863 --> 00:35:43,762 - [sighs] 882 00:35:45,246 --> 00:35:48,732 No tears when they remove it. - No promises. 883 00:35:48,836 --> 00:35:49,733 - [laughs] 884 00:35:52,702 --> 00:35:55,946 - See? You gotta at least ask. 885 00:35:59,364 --> 00:36:00,779 - Richard. - Here you go. 886 00:36:00,882 --> 00:36:02,125 - Marsh. - Yeah. 887 00:36:02,229 --> 00:36:03,954 - I care about this program. - I do too. 888 00:36:04,058 --> 00:36:05,715 - Not like I do. 889 00:36:05,818 --> 00:36:07,786 It's my legacy, and I need to get it back to where it was, 890 00:36:07,889 --> 00:36:09,615 and a nomination for our residency director 891 00:36:09,719 --> 00:36:11,548 is a big deal. 892 00:36:11,652 --> 00:36:13,861 - I was about to ask about a seat on the plane. 893 00:36:13,964 --> 00:36:16,277 The residents, they need me to get over myself, 894 00:36:16,381 --> 00:36:19,936 and apparently so do you, so yes, 895 00:36:20,039 --> 00:36:23,284 I can put aside my feelings about... 896 00:36:23,388 --> 00:36:26,356 Boston if there's still room on that plane. 897 00:36:26,460 --> 00:36:28,462 [tender music] 898 00:36:28,565 --> 00:36:30,740 - I think that can be arranged. 899 00:36:30,843 --> 00:36:32,431 Good night. - Good night. 900 00:36:32,535 --> 00:36:34,226 Meredith: When a patient codes or loses their airway, 901 00:36:34,330 --> 00:36:36,815 a doctor's first priority is to get oxygen flowing. 902 00:36:36,918 --> 00:36:39,231 ♪ 903 00:36:39,335 --> 00:36:42,303 We have a limited time before damage sets in, 904 00:36:42,407 --> 00:36:44,202 so we spring into action... 905 00:36:44,305 --> 00:36:45,824 - Cheeseburger, no mayo, extra pickles, 906 00:36:45,927 --> 00:36:47,653 and a side of fries. - I didn't order. 907 00:36:47,757 --> 00:36:48,999 - Did you want something else? - No. 908 00:36:49,103 --> 00:36:51,450 I've just never been a regular anywhere before. 909 00:36:51,554 --> 00:36:52,969 - Yeah, well, don't get used to it, 910 00:36:53,072 --> 00:36:55,799 because I just gave notice. 911 00:36:57,249 --> 00:36:58,768 - You're coming back to the hospital? 912 00:36:58,871 --> 00:37:00,632 - Yep. - Ah. 913 00:37:00,735 --> 00:37:01,909 - And there's something I should tell you. 914 00:37:02,012 --> 00:37:03,566 - Okay. 915 00:37:03,669 --> 00:37:06,845 - Uh, as you know, resident wellness 916 00:37:06,948 --> 00:37:09,572 is important to me. - Same. 917 00:37:09,675 --> 00:37:12,920 - Uh, and I told Webber that if I came back 918 00:37:13,023 --> 00:37:15,957 I wanted to be in a position to help with that, 919 00:37:16,061 --> 00:37:17,821 you know, make sure people don't burn out, 920 00:37:17,925 --> 00:37:22,101 that they have mentors, and so Webber agreed 921 00:37:22,205 --> 00:37:24,414 to make me co-chief resident with you. 922 00:37:24,518 --> 00:37:27,348 [upbeat bluesy rock music] 923 00:37:27,452 --> 00:37:30,938 ♪ 924 00:37:31,041 --> 00:37:33,112 [laughs] - That's the best news ever. 925 00:37:33,216 --> 00:37:35,045 - Okay. 926 00:37:35,149 --> 00:37:37,255 I'm so glad you think that. - Are you kidding? 927 00:37:37,358 --> 00:37:40,016 It's way too much work for any one human to do, 928 00:37:40,119 --> 00:37:42,363 plus it's you and me. - I know. 929 00:37:42,467 --> 00:37:44,192 - Were you surprised when Webber agreed to it? 930 00:37:44,296 --> 00:37:45,780 - Not nearly as much as when he agreed 931 00:37:45,884 --> 00:37:47,437 to give me eight weeks' vacation. 932 00:37:47,541 --> 00:37:49,853 - Eight weeks? - Yeah. 933 00:37:49,957 --> 00:37:51,338 But don't worry, though. 934 00:37:51,441 --> 00:37:53,892 I'll give you plenty of notice before I take it. 935 00:37:53,995 --> 00:37:56,446 - Eight weeks. 936 00:37:56,550 --> 00:37:59,622 Meredith: But in life, time limits aren't as clear. 937 00:37:59,725 --> 00:38:01,348 - Do you want to go to a wedding? 938 00:38:01,451 --> 00:38:03,315 - Do they need a bartender? 939 00:38:03,419 --> 00:38:06,284 - Okay, I have to say something to you 940 00:38:06,387 --> 00:38:10,080 that is not very comfortable for me to say... 941 00:38:10,184 --> 00:38:12,186 which is that I like you, and I don't mean that 942 00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:13,670 as a boss or a friend. 943 00:38:13,774 --> 00:38:16,259 I like you like you, and if you're not interested, 944 00:38:16,363 --> 00:38:17,536 that's okay. 945 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:19,089 I will simply walk away and possibly 946 00:38:19,193 --> 00:38:20,401 never step foot in this bar again 947 00:38:20,505 --> 00:38:22,023 due to my previously mentioned discomfort, 948 00:38:22,127 --> 00:38:25,475 but at least I asked... 949 00:38:25,579 --> 00:38:27,822 and if you are interested, 950 00:38:27,926 --> 00:38:29,514 my roommate Simone is getting married, 951 00:38:29,617 --> 00:38:30,860 and I know it's very last minute, 952 00:38:30,963 --> 00:38:32,068 but there will be food and drinks, 953 00:38:32,171 --> 00:38:33,483 and I think dancing. 954 00:38:33,587 --> 00:38:34,898 I still haven't fully read the invitation, 955 00:38:35,002 --> 00:38:36,175 but I... - Uh, Yasuda... 956 00:38:36,279 --> 00:38:37,867 - I thought we could go together 957 00:38:37,970 --> 00:38:40,835 on a date in case that wasn't clear. 958 00:38:40,939 --> 00:38:42,112 Meredith: It can be hard to gauge 959 00:38:42,216 --> 00:38:43,493 whether it's better to hurry up 960 00:38:43,597 --> 00:38:44,839 or take things slow. 961 00:38:44,943 --> 00:38:50,017 - Uh, Yasuda, I'm about to be your boss. 962 00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:53,054 co-chief resident with Schmitt. 963 00:38:53,158 --> 00:38:55,678 - Oh. It's inappropriate. 964 00:38:55,781 --> 00:38:58,715 - But... 965 00:38:58,819 --> 00:39:00,510 if the wedding is this weekend... 966 00:39:00,614 --> 00:39:02,029 - It is. 967 00:39:02,132 --> 00:39:05,204 - Then our date would predate my employment. 968 00:39:05,308 --> 00:39:06,758 - It would. 969 00:39:06,861 --> 00:39:08,380 [Joy Oladokun's "Sweet Symphony"] 970 00:39:08,484 --> 00:39:10,071 - Okay. - Okay. 971 00:39:10,175 --> 00:39:12,039 - Do you want a drink? 972 00:39:12,142 --> 00:39:13,868 - Yep. 973 00:39:13,972 --> 00:39:15,905 Meredith: We don't always know how much time we have 974 00:39:16,008 --> 00:39:18,045 before the clock runs out on opportunity. 975 00:39:18,148 --> 00:39:20,806 ♪ 976 00:39:20,910 --> 00:39:24,431 - ♪ I get weak 977 00:39:24,534 --> 00:39:26,536 ♪ Whenever you're around 978 00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:28,711 - Babies? - Babies. 979 00:39:28,814 --> 00:39:31,058 - Yay. Fist bump. 980 00:39:31,161 --> 00:39:33,750 - No. - [chuckles] 981 00:39:33,854 --> 00:39:36,063 - Okay, well, your signal sounds good. 982 00:39:36,166 --> 00:39:37,789 Is there anything else I can get for you? 983 00:39:37,892 --> 00:39:41,655 - Another itch scratched, please. 984 00:39:41,758 --> 00:39:45,624 - Where? - Back of my neck, right side. 985 00:39:45,728 --> 00:39:47,350 - [sighs] Okay. 986 00:39:47,454 --> 00:39:49,628 ♪ 987 00:39:49,732 --> 00:39:51,906 - [chuckles] - Okay. 988 00:39:52,010 --> 00:39:54,253 - Mm-hmm. - There? 989 00:39:54,357 --> 00:39:56,635 You know, if being an OB and a surgeon doesn't pan out, 990 00:39:56,739 --> 00:40:00,259 you could switch to this. - [chuckles] 991 00:40:00,363 --> 00:40:02,434 - Oh, I was just coming to check on you, 992 00:40:02,538 --> 00:40:04,609 but I guess you're covered. - This woman is my hero. 993 00:40:04,712 --> 00:40:06,576 She cut my leg open like it was a piece of steak. 994 00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:07,853 - I heard. 995 00:40:07,957 --> 00:40:09,407 ♪ 996 00:40:09,510 --> 00:40:11,581 Okay, I guess I'm gonna head out. 997 00:40:11,685 --> 00:40:13,652 I'm gonna grab some food on the way home. 998 00:40:13,756 --> 00:40:15,516 You want anything? - Oh, no, I'm fine. 999 00:40:15,620 --> 00:40:17,380 - Wait, you two live together? 1000 00:40:17,484 --> 00:40:19,865 - We do. - We're roommates. 1001 00:40:19,969 --> 00:40:22,799 Okay, I'll see you later. 1002 00:40:22,903 --> 00:40:26,009 - ♪ Dungeons and ivory towers ♪ 1003 00:40:26,113 --> 00:40:28,495 - Let's see here. - So twins, huh? 1004 00:40:28,598 --> 00:40:30,324 - Mm-hmm. - Identical? 1005 00:40:30,428 --> 00:40:31,601 - Identical. - Oh. 1006 00:40:31,705 --> 00:40:33,361 - I know. 1007 00:40:33,465 --> 00:40:37,124 - ♪ But as long as we keep every promise ♪ 1008 00:40:37,227 --> 00:40:38,332 Meredith: Often we can't even be sure 1009 00:40:38,436 --> 00:40:40,058 if our time has passed... 1010 00:40:40,161 --> 00:40:41,818 ♪ 1011 00:40:41,922 --> 00:40:45,650 - ♪ I know 1012 00:40:45,753 --> 00:40:46,823 ♪ There'll be heavy days 1013 00:40:46,927 --> 00:40:49,136 - Is Yasuda home? - Joe's. 1014 00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:52,311 To eat, not work. - Huh. 1015 00:40:52,415 --> 00:40:55,556 - I'm so sorry about Ray. - Yeah, yeah, me too. 1016 00:40:55,660 --> 00:40:57,696 ♪ 1017 00:40:57,800 --> 00:40:59,318 - So... - Oh, you can... 1018 00:40:59,422 --> 00:41:00,837 You can--you can have one. 1019 00:41:00,941 --> 00:41:03,046 There is plenty. 1020 00:41:03,150 --> 00:41:05,566 - ♪ Sweet symphony 1021 00:41:05,670 --> 00:41:07,741 - So there's this thing with ADHD, 1022 00:41:07,844 --> 00:41:10,882 which I'm figuring out I probably have, 1023 00:41:10,985 --> 00:41:14,161 but there's this thing, this symptom 1024 00:41:14,264 --> 00:41:18,061 where you get stuck in your head, you overthink, 1025 00:41:18,165 --> 00:41:20,926 you have a hard time saying what you mean, 1026 00:41:21,030 --> 00:41:22,583 because you can't help but think about 1027 00:41:22,687 --> 00:41:27,588 all the possible ramifications, and so... 1028 00:41:27,692 --> 00:41:30,039 ♪ 1029 00:41:30,142 --> 00:41:33,387 Don't get married. - Lucas. 1030 00:41:33,491 --> 00:41:38,496 - Maybe--maybe I'm too late, or maybe I lost my chance. 1031 00:41:38,599 --> 00:41:40,670 But I wouldn't be able to live with myself 1032 00:41:40,774 --> 00:41:44,087 if I didn't tell you while you still had time 1033 00:41:44,191 --> 00:41:46,711 to change your mind. 1034 00:41:46,814 --> 00:41:48,402 Trey doesn't see you, 1035 00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:52,130 or maybe he sees an old version of you, 1036 00:41:52,233 --> 00:41:54,235 but I see you. 1037 00:41:54,339 --> 00:41:57,031 Simone, I see you... 1038 00:41:57,135 --> 00:42:02,312 and I love every single thing I see. 1039 00:42:02,416 --> 00:42:04,556 - ♪ Even if the world 1040 00:42:04,660 --> 00:42:08,318 ♪ That we built falls at our feet ♪ 1041 00:42:08,422 --> 00:42:12,150 ♪ We're still right where we're supposed to be ♪ 1042 00:42:12,253 --> 00:42:14,739 ♪ Together through ups and the downs ♪ 1043 00:42:14,842 --> 00:42:16,499 Meredith: And all we can do is seize the present. 1044 00:42:16,603 --> 00:42:18,812 - ♪ Dungeons and ivory towers ♪ 1045 00:42:18,862 --> 00:42:23,412 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0